I just finished watching the last episode of Gu Family Book. I really cried. There were a lot of moments in that episode that made me cry. And I guess I just also wanted to cry. A lot. People around me says that I have a very positive outlook in life and that they know me as a very happy person. And I know I am its just that, lately, I feel down about what's happening with my life. I feel so sad and down. I just want to cry a lot more than I did today.